Ægrus Somnium

Yes, YEEEEEEES!!!!! a serious post, or no i guess depending on who’s reading, but if you don’t like my serious stuff i got a steamer brewing in my intestines you can eat in an hour or two, should be a nice moist tasty one since dinner was awesome last night. Anyways there was an incident today which got me thinking about humanity and are need to self destruct, from the smallest of things to the grand scale of scientist’s trying to destroy us all and war, its interesting that we’re like one of the only species that does this, now, i don’t fucking feel like doing research so we may be the only species and this is all based on what i have heard and seen. So on the grand scale for examples we have bullshit like these wars for fucking oil and shit like that and that seems to be a very touchy subject with people “no, we’re over there fighting because they attacked the world trade centers”, really? then why aren’t we hunting bin laden anymore and why was everyone satisfied when we got saddam who had nothing to do with it, fuck off. Then we get down to the plain bizarre and stupid.

“hey scientist 1 i’ve got this great idea, lets shoot a missile at the boon and see if it makes a giant hole and we can see if there’s traces of water”, “hey scientist 2, that’s a cool idea but what if we fuck up and split the moons into pieces and throw off the earths gravitational pole throwing us off into space or into another planet or into the sun and we all die”, “well scientist 1, then we’ll all die and no one will remember”, “very true scientist 2, i’m game.” Now along the line of scientist we have the people working on artificial intelligence who straight up say that if they make a machine that can think for itself it’s pretty likely it will be just like it happened in terminator, they’ll realize we’re a flaw and destroy us. Now here’s the kicker, they’re still working on it, hahahahahaha, isn’t that fucking funny they know they’re going to kill us and they’re still trying hahahaha, oh god it kills me, seriously, how fucking stupid is that.

Ok, to step back from the global level to the individual level, as a person we all do this as well and don’t really think about it, simple things. drinking, smoking, drugs all of this is self destructive behavior, there’s also my personal favorites, piercings and tattoos, nothing is as sexy as a girl with a lip ring *drool* seriously, just a little thing of mine. We also have a thing about destroying relationships, i’m guilty of this, when me and my now wife we’re together in the beginning it was great, then i was jealous all the time and never believed her about guys she talked too, yes i was an ass and it was stupid, in slight defense of myself she would always defend these guys she barely knew over me even if i was right which made things worse, and we fought and i beat the shit out of her, ok, i didn’t, or did i…. hmmmm, ponder that, obviously we got passed that but this just all goes to the point that we drive ourselves to self destruction for no reason, we destroy our earth, pollute our waters, chop down all the trees that we need for oxygen and overpopulate, just a very interesting thing to sit back and think about sometime, try it, maybe you’ll get some of my hatred for humanity

yeah it’s been a while since the last post, there is a new dream up, I got a few reviews to write and there will be a new post coming soon I assure you