Ægrus Somnium

awwwwwwww how cute….. don’t be fooled, it’s a fucking demon bastard bird, look at his fucking eyes, you can see the hatred burning within his little black soul, and his razor sharp beak and those razor sharp fucking claws, look at the size of those fuckers, his god damned toes are going blue from the force of his grasp, see he allowed me to take his picture to throw me off, then we stumbled on his brother thinking they were poor little baby birds that fell from the nest and couldn’t fly, but once together their powers began to show and the little fuckers blew my knee out and now it’s all nice and ace bandaged up and i need a cane to walk, little bastard, when my legs better you’ve had it

it’s about 2:30am now, got back from the anal blast (another of my fliers, more self promotion) show about 30 mins ago, wasn’t a fan of them before the show and guess what, still not a fan, the singer does have a set of balls though, he was telling the promoter that we’re lucky we’re the 2nd show of their final tour because he’s not sure if he’s going to be alive by the end of the tour, guess he’s dying of something, heard it’s diabetes plus too much alcohol that killed the liver, pretty shitty, he came out of the show and went straight to the van while the rest of the band hung out, even more shitty, anyways, i’m writing not because of anal blast but because of the shit that happened tonight, first, a very funny incident, i went to the bathroom at the club, the mens bathroom had a stall and a urinal trough(sp?), if you haven’t seen these it’s like a giant metal sink that’s a good length and you piss in that, all the guys in a line pissing into a big long sink, sucks, this ones long enough for like 2 people, anyways, i’m pissing and this goofy kid comes in and goes into the stall to piss, nw when he comes out i’m just finishing zipping up and am looking at all the band names written on the wall and stickers and shit and putting up a sticker of my brothers band, this doofus, get ready for this, goes to the urinal trough and is all confused, pulls the flush nozzle and the water runs out along a pipe dripping into the pisser, and he runs his hands along the pipe to get water to wash his hands, he thought the pisser weas the sink, fucking hilarious, i informed him that the sing was over further but didn’t mention what urinal trough was, and the sink was broken and was just kinda dripping water, granted enough to wash your hands, but he couldn;t get the sink to work, felt the hot water and walked out, fucking amazing lol, next, we’re all outside, weathers is drizzly but not that cold, coat weather still, and we see tons of cop cars flying into this little place less then 100 feet away, like a little store or something, 3 people yelling to the cops saying the guys over there, pointing to the store, the cops all jump out of their cars with guns drawn and running towards the store, now me, my brother and some friends were like wtf watching all this happen standing in front of the club, club is called valentines btw, trying to figure out whats going on, now to understand the setting here’s a picture:

was looking for an old image, like a bible drawing, or inferno drawing, of a stoning for a flier i’m working on for a local show and i came across this, it may be old news, may be new either way it is to me and thats why it’s now here, anyways the issue i came across is the stoning death of Du’a Khalil Aswad a 17 year old girl who was stoned to death for falling in love with a boy of a different religion, and yeah i know there will be people reading this saying exactly this “well their religion is wrong, it’s disgusting, only my religion is right”, yeah keep saying that to yourself and maybe it will become true in time, all religions have their violent histories, some are still going through them, and ALL religions think there’s is the only right one, which puts them ALL in the same boat at one time or another, now i do understand that this is their way of life, or at least was and thats where my point comes into play, they try and claim religious beliefs and tradition and way of life bullshit into these kind of killings, but from my viewpoint that line was crossed when most of the fucking guys here are sticking cell phones in the poor girls face taking pictures and video of her dying, thats just scumbag bullshit right there, why the fuck would they be filming it, to rub one out to later on? scumbags, read some stuff about them saying it was to show others in the religion what happens, you know what? i think they fucking know about stoning by now, and the blood stain on the ground will help to reassure the ones who don’t, i found two videos of this, only one i can embed, but the other, longer video shows one scumbag going in to the stoning (through his eyes since he’s filming) and he walks right past security figures in bulklet proof vests who are doing nothing to help, the vid that will be posted below is the end of the videos i’m assuming since it’s the kill shot with a large stone, since i can’t get the other video i can’t show another issue i had with it that disgusted me, they claim tradition and shit but some of the guys keep ripping off the poor girls skirt, so being a scumbag into snuff is now part of their traditions? and some of the fuckers are so fucking courteos that they step in and recover her with her skirt, hey fuck head, how about you step in and save her, think the least of her concerns and worries is her fucking skirt, the other vid actualy shows the assholes putting camera’s right into her face as she’s writhing on the ground getting kicked and stomped one and hit with rocks, that one is longer and actualy shows how many of these fuck faces have cellphones pointed at her as well, so now that you see how pissed and disgusted i am i guess it’s time to show you why and maybe you’ll get pissed and angry as well

this is what she looked like

this is some still shots during the stoning, if these really get to you DO NOT WATCH THE VIDEO

last warning, this video shows the kill shot, so if offended or squeamish do not watch it, it offends me but i’m posting it anyways so people can see, people need to be shocked to understand

if you’ve ever talked to me about video games you’ll know that i LOVE video games, have since the first day i got an nes when it came out, and i’ve played nearly every day since then give or take a few days, and again if you’ve talked to me of games you know i’m addicted to two specific series of games, the final fantasy games, which i am nearly complete regaining all of them again (due to financial issues had sold some of my games and systems off a few years back), and the Silent Hill games, whcih again, i need to regain most for my collection but still have my original part 1 non greatest hits from when i first bought it, now i’m not saying these are the best games, no, the best game ever made are resident evil 4 (gamecibe version, possibly to be replaced by the wii version if i ever play my copy), the darkness (360) and shenmue (dreamcast), i also love shadowrun, which i have both snes and genesis versions of just need the crappy 360 one to finish that collection, anyways this is about silent hill not those other games, i never heard of this place and its realy not that far, only like a state below me, and i want to go there really bad, it’s like a living silent hill (movie silent hill) and in fact the movie is actually loosely based on this place, hell even the roads going to it have the road closed detour signs, only a few people still live there, the us postal service revoked it’s zip code and its been taken off maps, this place is centralia pennsylvania, the deal is that it has a massively rich cola deposit beneath the city that was mined, and they had a pit they burned garbage in, well the burn pit caught some exposed coal on fire and the fire has been burning underneath the town since 1962 and still burns to this day, in some places, as you can see in the pictures on the site, the ground smokes and is hot to the feel and no vegitation can grow there, houses have collapsed, roads have collapsed and sink holes are seen in various places in the ground, one guy had a sink hole open under him and he caught on to some tree roots and was helped out by his cousin, it’s just crazy and i want to go there so bad

on a side note the halo 3 screenshot in my live group has ended, it turned into more of a popularity contest, the winner had good shots, better then mine, but the other that had more votes had worse screenshots, i got my vote and my brothers and thats it, lame

so upon reading the shit i write you may say, wow, he’s been through quite a bit of shit, or hey, he’s seen a lot, or lived a lot or he’s seen some shit blah blah blah, tonight i witnessed something so out there it’s unbelievable…. unfathomable…. unforgetable…. in a very very very bad way, let me explain the scenario, it’s currently 12:02am, incident time, 10:30pm

i’m on the second floor…
my bedroom window looks out basically directly at the neighbors window…
i could probably reach out and knock on the window…
i have a pirate flag as a curtain on my window…
flags are somewhat thin…
if there’s light outside and not inside i can see through my flag to the outside…
a family lives next door…
an everhcnaging family…
new people moving in old people leaving…
very odd…
yet there is a few members that never leave…
a mother…
a father…
a young boy…
an older retarded boy…
the retards room is across from mine…
the retard is loud…
he sometimes screams at who knows what late at night…
that can be humerous…
tonight was different…
tonight i went in to go to bed and watch family guy…
tonight my light was off…
tonight the retards light was on…
the retard has no curtain…
no courtesy…
tonight my curtain became a thick wool blanket til something else is obtained…
tonight i learned something…
the retard has epilepsy…
or like’s to dry hump the bed…
or a stuffed animal…
in the nude…
i saw not everything…
i saw enough…
my eyes hurt…
quandary…
is this humerous..?
is this disgusting..?
both..?